smallminded;

I just got home. Today we had the CAN competition at Republic Polytechnic. And guess what? We lost.. woohoo!

WE REALLY LOST. AND IT’S NO JOKE.

WE REALLY, REALLY LOST.

Initially, I thought TlnK stood a high chance of winning. We were the best. Creativity, beauty, you name we got it. Personally, I don’t think we deserve to lose. We should win, in the first place.

The worst was.. we got nothing, not even consolation prizes. And.. it’s really what-the-hell? Can you believe it? Nothing? It’s really nothing at all. I feel like a fool, a pile of shit.

After all, these periods of time of efforts all went down into the drains. I’m not angry. It’s just that I’m feeling dignified. It’s freaking unfair, let me tell you this. seriously, I think that today competition’s judges are not being truthful. They seem biased. So what if NP has 3 teams in today’s event? Is it wrong? You can’t just judge a team by the number of entries sent by a school? Right?

That’s really NOT FAIR at all. FREAKING UNFAIR!

Xuping says that we used paint, that’s why our artifact isn’t original at all. But, I beg to differ though. I think ours is perfectly alright. OURS is nice and pretty, ok? OK?

Clean & Green week so what? I don’t give a damn. NOTHING! Is it wrong to let us win? We have nothing. We wasted time, energy, resources and money. And, what did we get in the end? Nothing. Woohoo!!!~

That sounds great, huh? Woohoo!!!~

Assuming I’m selfish.. I think it’s unfair for Hanjie and Jackson’s team to win, especially Hanjie’s. They came in consolation and third, respectively. If I didn’t force GXO to come, they wouldn’t be at the event today. Maybe we might still stand a chance for consolation. If GXO didn’t come, TlnK wouldn’t need to borrow them cans. We still lent them other stationary materials. Same goes to Jackson. It’s just FEAKING UNFAIR!!!~

Sometimes, it doesn’t pay to be kind. And.. they didn’t even thank TlnK after they won. Perhaps we shouldn’t be so nice in the first place. This is the first time I felt so disappointed in my whole, whole life. I thought we could win, you know. We were so far, yet so far. FREAKING SAD!!!~

I really have nothing to say. All I know is to cry and cry and cry. Now, what comes next? Bring it on man!!!~ I’ll have to face that Ms Maga and Weitai. That’s the worst. Damn it.

5 NOVEMBER 2006. I WILL REMEMBER THIS DAY FOR LIFE. FOREVER I TELL MYSELF. NEVER EVER WILL I FORGET.

Today is the most unforgettable day I have ever had in my polytechnic life. I will not forget how I lost. How TlnK lost to secondary schools, GXO, Jackson’s team and that DREADFUL REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC team. What’s up with their freaking elephant? I catch no ball and see no link. FREAKING SHIT!

Is there still school tomorrow?

Oh my lord. I’m FREAKING FREAKING dead now.

All I can say is REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE! REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC SUCKS TO THE CORE!

This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed. This is the first time I felt so disappointed.

PERHAPS I WILL GET INTO ANOTHER COMPETITION SOON. BUT THINK AGAIN, MAYBE NOT. WHO KNOWS? PROVIDED THERE IS NO BIASENESS.

FREAKING BASTARDS.

WOOHOO!!!~