It has been ages since the fall of darkness. It has been a really long, long time. The whirl of chimes swirled and tumbled down. Hence, swallowing the blind and tearing the innocent. Times have passed, once again. Yet, nothing was heard. Also, nothing was seen, too.
Oh..
The wonders of the creations of Earth are amazing. It is enlightening to see the maze of all walks of lives. How they ponder. How many start to wander off, in the dim of haze and misty. Will this era break down? Will everybody die? And.. why?
Not everyone deserve to die. Some are kind, and they just don't deserve it. It seems right from the beginning to let the badies die. They are bad, and therefore deserve it. My instincts tell me so, too. But.. i think I'm wrong. Somehow.
It all boils down to which type of person he or she is. It really depends. Somewhat, too. There's absolutely no fairness in this world. Nowadays, where can you find someone real upright and brutally honest? Straightforward is different. I'm talking about character. Likewise, life is also similar. Many things in life, I guess, none of us can't help stopping it. We are limited human resources.
Frankly speaking.
These days, I have been through a lot. Neither did it set me thinking nor whatever you call it, la. I just feel very tired, that's all. Really.. it has been quite a while I really sleep like a pig. It's either a very early or late day for me. Oh..
But, I don't mind. The value and power of this thing brushes me through. It swept me to life. It brought me experiences. It made me learnt something - the true natures of mankind. After all, it might be important or vice versa. I don't know. This is clueless. The pit is endless. I'm still finding the answers to my doubts. I'm still on the way. Spare me time. More of it, thank you.
I enjoyed my day with my flora lady. It really feels nice to get together with someone you are close but couldn't really meet up, often. I enjoyed the hours with noodle, too. It makes me feel secured that she will never leave me in the lurch. It sounds so using-somebody-like-a-tool now. But.. i don't mean that. I mean as a true buddy. I enjoyed the times with the ninjado gang. It makes me feel like myself, again. It has been a long time ever when I started feeling pure relaxed and happy. The feelings are so simple. Come to think of it, life hasn't been bad to me, after all. Even though I might have lost people whom I loved or cherished before in the past, it's perfectly alright. At least, I have recounted memories with them. And.. the most important thing is, I have gained more than I have, now.
I'm more contented than ever.
Thank you. If I still dwelled in those dreams, I will never wake up. It has been quite lucky that i deceided to give these a miss. I want to give life a shot. And.. i'm happy to meet people whom I never thought I will. School is great. Training is nice. Outings are fun. Work is new. Everything is going smoothly. (( :
Oh..
The wonders of the creations of Earth are amazing. It is enlightening to see the maze of all walks of lives. How they ponder. How many start to wander off, in the dim of haze and misty. Will this era break down? Will everybody die? And.. why?
Not everyone deserve to die. Some are kind, and they just don't deserve it. It seems right from the beginning to let the badies die. They are bad, and therefore deserve it. My instincts tell me so, too. But.. i think I'm wrong. Somehow.
It all boils down to which type of person he or she is. It really depends. Somewhat, too. There's absolutely no fairness in this world. Nowadays, where can you find someone real upright and brutally honest? Straightforward is different. I'm talking about character. Likewise, life is also similar. Many things in life, I guess, none of us can't help stopping it. We are limited human resources.
Frankly speaking.
These days, I have been through a lot. Neither did it set me thinking nor whatever you call it, la. I just feel very tired, that's all. Really.. it has been quite a while I really sleep like a pig. It's either a very early or late day for me. Oh..
But, I don't mind. The value and power of this thing brushes me through. It swept me to life. It brought me experiences. It made me learnt something - the true natures of mankind. After all, it might be important or vice versa. I don't know. This is clueless. The pit is endless. I'm still finding the answers to my doubts. I'm still on the way. Spare me time. More of it, thank you.
I enjoyed my day with my flora lady. It really feels nice to get together with someone you are close but couldn't really meet up, often. I enjoyed the hours with noodle, too. It makes me feel secured that she will never leave me in the lurch. It sounds so using-somebody-like-a-tool now. But.. i don't mean that. I mean as a true buddy. I enjoyed the times with the ninjado gang. It makes me feel like myself, again. It has been a long time ever when I started feeling pure relaxed and happy. The feelings are so simple. Come to think of it, life hasn't been bad to me, after all. Even though I might have lost people whom I loved or cherished before in the past, it's perfectly alright. At least, I have recounted memories with them. And.. the most important thing is, I have gained more than I have, now.
I'm more contented than ever.
Thank you. If I still dwelled in those dreams, I will never wake up. It has been quite lucky that i deceided to give these a miss. I want to give life a shot. And.. i'm happy to meet people whom I never thought I will. School is great. Training is nice. Outings are fun. Work is new. Everything is going smoothly. (( :
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