Work is getting interesting everyday. (( :
Life is still moving at a slow pace, with stretched of stress and moody swings. Maybe I do sound bored. But, I have nothing much to say about my life, right now. I'm happy with the life I have now. I'm happy that I have that bunch of buddies with me. I'm happy that people look after me at work. I'm happy that there are plenty of seniors who dote on me. I'm happy that I'm happy.
I'm really happy.
School is starting real soon. But.. before that, I will have to rush through the autumn season first. After all, Chinese Garden is a beautiful place. Frankly speaking, yesterday was my second visit there. Wa.. i know I sound dumb, la. But, it's true! The music is boring. But, the sightings were great. I really enjoyed working there. Heh heh. The stall beside us was also helpful and friendly. Woohoo! Bao Today rocks! Luckilt, the toilet is just behind the stall. If not, I die. Cos I kept running to the toilet. (( :
Wisma is still like before. However so, I guess I will just try to do my role at work. Other than that, it's all none of my business. I'm afraid of all those conflicts that I'm being sucked into. It's overwhelming, at times. Spare me that. And.. i just realised that I have been working at Fortunate for nearly 2 years, serving as a part-timer. Woohoo! Time really flies. So scary lo! Honestly, I don’t like to work in a food and business industry. Being a cashier is still alright. Being a food promoter is also alright. i just dislike being.. a waitress. I hate to service customers cos I always do many things wrong. I’m quite blur and pathetic. I always drop this and that. Lots and lots of accidents occurred before. I will never forget each unforgettable encounter. I will remember how I was being scolded and humiliated at each point of time. Of course, I will not bear any grudges. I mean.. for what? I don’t even know the customers. I’m just saying that I have been taught many painful lessons for being a waitress.
I have phobias, already.
In this vacation, I have learnt the true meanings of responsibility and maturity. Sometimes, it’s a norm for people to stab you behind your back. It’s perfectly fine. Mankind is still mankind. Why be burden with some spurge of angriness? Time is limited and we must never afford to lose any. (( :
And.. i have mastered the art of putting on a plastic mask, naturally. It feels silly when you are talking to certain customers. They treat you either transparent or like a tool. So ‘funny’. Now, I even dreamt of working. Oh man. I must be insane! Whatever it is, I just know I will smile broadly even at the slightest cause. I’m too used to smiling now.
My mother told me something just now. I laughed and laughed. It was really funny and disgusting in a way. She has had stomachache yesterday during work. Hence, she went to the public toilet at the restaurant. Actually, she was not supposed to cos the toilet is only meant for the customers, only. But.. she heck la! And.. guess what? She heard a lady customer talking about how ‘full’ she was at that moment. She had just finished 10 baskets of chao siew baos! That will be a total 2 x 10 = 20 BAOS. Imagine that! Oh my Lord. That’s not enough lo. She also finished other baskets of siew mai, prawn dumplings, carrot cakes (both fried and steamed), scallop dumplings and as such. She’s really.. dots. Oh man! I can’t put myself in her shoes. For me, I can never finish so much food in one go. I must be ki siao to do so. Never! (( :
It’s amazing to know that somebody is looking you when you are totally not aware of it. It feels great to have somebody liking you. It’s good when you are loved and cared by all. It’s thanksgiving when everybody around you is blessed. It’s cool when you have the chance to write and express what you feel deep down. It’s magnificent when you see how the poverty, weak and old smile with those laughs. It’s wonderful to pacify a baby who has been crying for hours. It’s blissful to be in your parents’ arms. It’s enlightening to communicate freely with your brothers and friends.
It’s really my pleasure to know myself.
It’s a virtue to appreciate others. But first of all, kindly know yourself before you take any further step. If you don’t, you will never be free. Cos you can’t let go. When it’s time, please do. What’s the point of holding onto something which is never meant to be yours, in the first place? I have tasted that before. No thanks! (( :
I’m not so tired of people around me, anymore. Neither am I tired of the things I’m doing. The purposes are very important. Sometimes, you thought you wanted this. But in the end when you got that thing, you realised that that wasn’t what you really wanted. Sounds familiar, right?
My doubts are still there. But, a sprained past can be mended easily. If I think in another positive way, I believe miracles will happen. Everybody should think in a forward manner for their future. Ganbatte! (( :
Time never waits. Please let people know that. It's just that the coconut tree will grow old oneday and die. Then, it will never be alive again. But, it's children or grandchildren or great grandchildren will always still be around. Picture these into your vast mindsets. All luck. Heh heh. The gloomy storms will be over soon. Bear with them for a little but more. Think of all those memories you shared with all your beloved. Woohoo! (( :
Life is still moving at a slow pace, with stretched of stress and moody swings. Maybe I do sound bored. But, I have nothing much to say about my life, right now. I'm happy with the life I have now. I'm happy that I have that bunch of buddies with me. I'm happy that people look after me at work. I'm happy that there are plenty of seniors who dote on me. I'm happy that I'm happy.
I'm really happy.
School is starting real soon. But.. before that, I will have to rush through the autumn season first. After all, Chinese Garden is a beautiful place. Frankly speaking, yesterday was my second visit there. Wa.. i know I sound dumb, la. But, it's true! The music is boring. But, the sightings were great. I really enjoyed working there. Heh heh. The stall beside us was also helpful and friendly. Woohoo! Bao Today rocks! Luckilt, the toilet is just behind the stall. If not, I die. Cos I kept running to the toilet. (( :
Wisma is still like before. However so, I guess I will just try to do my role at work. Other than that, it's all none of my business. I'm afraid of all those conflicts that I'm being sucked into. It's overwhelming, at times. Spare me that. And.. i just realised that I have been working at Fortunate for nearly 2 years, serving as a part-timer. Woohoo! Time really flies. So scary lo! Honestly, I don’t like to work in a food and business industry. Being a cashier is still alright. Being a food promoter is also alright. i just dislike being.. a waitress. I hate to service customers cos I always do many things wrong. I’m quite blur and pathetic. I always drop this and that. Lots and lots of accidents occurred before. I will never forget each unforgettable encounter. I will remember how I was being scolded and humiliated at each point of time. Of course, I will not bear any grudges. I mean.. for what? I don’t even know the customers. I’m just saying that I have been taught many painful lessons for being a waitress.
I have phobias, already.
In this vacation, I have learnt the true meanings of responsibility and maturity. Sometimes, it’s a norm for people to stab you behind your back. It’s perfectly fine. Mankind is still mankind. Why be burden with some spurge of angriness? Time is limited and we must never afford to lose any. (( :
And.. i have mastered the art of putting on a plastic mask, naturally. It feels silly when you are talking to certain customers. They treat you either transparent or like a tool. So ‘funny’. Now, I even dreamt of working. Oh man. I must be insane! Whatever it is, I just know I will smile broadly even at the slightest cause. I’m too used to smiling now.
My mother told me something just now. I laughed and laughed. It was really funny and disgusting in a way. She has had stomachache yesterday during work. Hence, she went to the public toilet at the restaurant. Actually, she was not supposed to cos the toilet is only meant for the customers, only. But.. she heck la! And.. guess what? She heard a lady customer talking about how ‘full’ she was at that moment. She had just finished 10 baskets of chao siew baos! That will be a total 2 x 10 = 20 BAOS. Imagine that! Oh my Lord. That’s not enough lo. She also finished other baskets of siew mai, prawn dumplings, carrot cakes (both fried and steamed), scallop dumplings and as such. She’s really.. dots. Oh man! I can’t put myself in her shoes. For me, I can never finish so much food in one go. I must be ki siao to do so. Never! (( :
It’s amazing to know that somebody is looking you when you are totally not aware of it. It feels great to have somebody liking you. It’s good when you are loved and cared by all. It’s thanksgiving when everybody around you is blessed. It’s cool when you have the chance to write and express what you feel deep down. It’s magnificent when you see how the poverty, weak and old smile with those laughs. It’s wonderful to pacify a baby who has been crying for hours. It’s blissful to be in your parents’ arms. It’s enlightening to communicate freely with your brothers and friends.
It’s really my pleasure to know myself.
It’s a virtue to appreciate others. But first of all, kindly know yourself before you take any further step. If you don’t, you will never be free. Cos you can’t let go. When it’s time, please do. What’s the point of holding onto something which is never meant to be yours, in the first place? I have tasted that before. No thanks! (( :
I’m not so tired of people around me, anymore. Neither am I tired of the things I’m doing. The purposes are very important. Sometimes, you thought you wanted this. But in the end when you got that thing, you realised that that wasn’t what you really wanted. Sounds familiar, right?
My doubts are still there. But, a sprained past can be mended easily. If I think in another positive way, I believe miracles will happen. Everybody should think in a forward manner for their future. Ganbatte! (( :
Time never waits. Please let people know that. It's just that the coconut tree will grow old oneday and die. Then, it will never be alive again. But, it's children or grandchildren or great grandchildren will always still be around. Picture these into your vast mindsets. All luck. Heh heh. The gloomy storms will be over soon. Bear with them for a little but more. Think of all those memories you shared with all your beloved. Woohoo! (( :
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