Today was a happy day. I don’t feel stressed and panic like usual.
Know why? Cos the grueling hours are over. My examinations ended yesterday, in a toll. Finally, I can heave a sign of relief. Honestly, I got a bad feeling that I will not do well. And.. my sixth senses are always right.
But, what else can I do?
Failures are parts and parcels of life. It’s ok, really. What matters more is that I have already tried my best. This is the key question. “Did you put your heart into the things you do?”
This morning, I went to steal a glance at MacRitchie reservoir tree top trail with Derrick. Indeed, I enjoyed myself very much. I would say that I have had an enriching journey. The greenery sprouts me throughout. I like this environment and its everything. Walking was a hassle, though. And.. of course, those ‘creepy’ insects and creatures I have encountered with. Derrick made me learnt a lot.
In conclusion, Derrick Wan and Joyce Lim talked and walked today. One is down with flu and another is dying of exhaustion.
But anyway.. thanks, still.
As I guessed so.. My schedules for the next few weeks will be rather hectic. I hope I will be able to work. If not, I will really feel so guilty. I can’t possibly be spending money when I’m not working. I don’t want to take money from my mama. She has had a tough time, already. I can’t add on to her burdens. Just now, an ex-NP guy called me. He called me down for an interview for a job offer. Wa.. it’s like so nice. Do I have a shinning chance? If I do, am I going alone? I don’t feel like going with any of the girls in T2L1. For what, I do not know. I think I’m trying to outcast myself again.
Haha.
Maybe?
Derrick and Hariz are right. It’s time for me to get a complete make-over session now. They say I look so ‘auntie’ lo. Lol. Oh.. do I? My spectacles, typical hairstyle and poor sense of dressings all contribute to today’s me. I’m so traditional and old-fashioned. Oh man. Groan*
Whatever it is, I’m happy for now. I do not forsee the future. What it takes is my courage to withstand throughout these stormy days. I need to be independent and curb my inflexibity and ficke-minded lifestyle. I just can’t keep getting tired of people around me. I must wake up and make people trust me again. Out of sudden, I have thought of all happy memories I had with people I ever know. Smiles*
Know why? Cos the grueling hours are over. My examinations ended yesterday, in a toll. Finally, I can heave a sign of relief. Honestly, I got a bad feeling that I will not do well. And.. my sixth senses are always right.
But, what else can I do?
Failures are parts and parcels of life. It’s ok, really. What matters more is that I have already tried my best. This is the key question. “Did you put your heart into the things you do?”
This morning, I went to steal a glance at MacRitchie reservoir tree top trail with Derrick. Indeed, I enjoyed myself very much. I would say that I have had an enriching journey. The greenery sprouts me throughout. I like this environment and its everything. Walking was a hassle, though. And.. of course, those ‘creepy’ insects and creatures I have encountered with. Derrick made me learnt a lot.
In conclusion, Derrick Wan and Joyce Lim talked and walked today. One is down with flu and another is dying of exhaustion.
But anyway.. thanks, still.
As I guessed so.. My schedules for the next few weeks will be rather hectic. I hope I will be able to work. If not, I will really feel so guilty. I can’t possibly be spending money when I’m not working. I don’t want to take money from my mama. She has had a tough time, already. I can’t add on to her burdens. Just now, an ex-NP guy called me. He called me down for an interview for a job offer. Wa.. it’s like so nice. Do I have a shinning chance? If I do, am I going alone? I don’t feel like going with any of the girls in T2L1. For what, I do not know. I think I’m trying to outcast myself again.
Haha.
Maybe?
Derrick and Hariz are right. It’s time for me to get a complete make-over session now. They say I look so ‘auntie’ lo. Lol. Oh.. do I? My spectacles, typical hairstyle and poor sense of dressings all contribute to today’s me. I’m so traditional and old-fashioned. Oh man. Groan*
Whatever it is, I’m happy for now. I do not forsee the future. What it takes is my courage to withstand throughout these stormy days. I need to be independent and curb my inflexibity and ficke-minded lifestyle. I just can’t keep getting tired of people around me. I must wake up and make people trust me again. Out of sudden, I have thought of all happy memories I had with people I ever know. Smiles*
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