smallminded;

The most difficult thing is.. trying not to forget who you really want to be.


Weak and sick

Yesterday..

I was happy. I enjoyed myself very much at the BBQ. Also, the 'fireworks'. It's been ages ever since I went out with Hariz and gang, too. Thanks guys for everything. I didn't know taht Singapore can be so beautiful and 'crowdy' at the same time. It was really the first time I ever walked so fast and saw 'so many' people. That was so.. Whao. -.-lll

Regarding the 'from-head-to-toe' makeover and 'self-esteem' workshops highlighted by Hariz, I will consider it, though.

LOL.

Today..

It has been a terrible day for me. How should I say? I'm like actually.. Studying? Honestly, I can really enjoyed studying. If not for other commitments.. If only I'm saying. My sixth sense tells me that something 'bad' is bound to happen. I must be aware. Seriously.

Is my asthma coming back?

Or am I too stressed?

I have not been feeling too well for teh whole today. My heart keeps subcribing me with pains. The centre is not really functioning well. Somewhat, I have difficulties in breathing. I can't breathe in too deeply. 'Cos my heart is in pain.

I'm scared.

Why am I feeling like that?

I think I'm too stressed with ERS club and it's deteriorating my pink health. Already, I have been losing out in my usual stamina. Now.. It's worse. I hope I will be better. If not, I will really break down.

I need a rest.
PLEASE..

1 Responses to “Weak and sick”

  1. # Anonymous Anonymous

    hey sorry dear have to let u wait for the bus urself at midnight. reallly sorrry again! rest well n take good care... glad u had a great tho hectic time!  

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