Indeed, I would say life has an interesting, colourful side.
First, I felt funny yesterday. I had a guy friend. He told me not to fall for him. 'Cos we are merely strangers. Well said. I had that exactly in mind, too. We had barely know each another. I felt weird. Honestly, I think he darn shameless. My deepest apologies if you happen to read this, ya? What I mean is.. What makes you think that I like you?
Fat hope.
FAT HOPES. LOL.
Second, I feel that I'm such a maid. I managed to pack finished my whole clubhouse, with an exceptional of a little help from a friend. She helped me to sweep the floor. I handled all the rest of the hard chores. Last night, I finally sort out the stacks of notes I took from the clubhouse. I can't imagine I really did those.
In fact, I did. No wonder I'm so tired, now.
Third, guess what? Know what I have been doing since this morning? Eh I was.. Typing proposals? I was busy mailing all the ERS members for the upcoming meetings. I was simply doing this and that. Maybe I'm wasting my precious time. Maybe I'm not. Who knows?
If I think I'm, then I'm. If not, then I'm not. I'm tired of hearing my parents nagging all the time, too. I think whatever they do or say are all for my own good, but.. I just can't help it by saying KNN deep inside. I'm sorry but.. Oh well.
Fourth, I'm facing poverty right now. I'm getting poorer and poorer each day. For what I do not know. I'm totally pissed and shut off in school. I really hate hearing Sandy's voice. Once again, for what I do not know. I just know I have to face people that I don't even want. I understand life is unfair and like that. I'm grumbling now but I ain't angry. I'm just tired..
That's all.
Fifth, I keep having nightmares these days. Somehow, I became numb by it. Anyway, Gerry.. Thanks a lot. It's nice of you to even sms me a word of concern. I'm ok. Ya?
Now, weariness is enough to kill me, though. I don't even care to afford to do anything, now. I saw people whom I knew last time. Yet, I simply turned my back away and walked off. Am I right? I just feel awkward seeing them. I pretended to not answer my phone calls deliberately when some of my friends called me on my mobile. I just hate it - myself.
Phew..
Sixth, I'm bombared with crazes and desires. I want to lie back and relax. I want to show the world that I can leave my heavy shell behind, too. I can kill people easily. But.. I'm also a guai guai kid. I can be nice, sweet and polite, too. I'm just so mixed..
Seventh, Wei Xin called me yesterday's evening to chill outside. He said he was going over to Sabah after the examinations. He was going to chiong at his friend's house. So good.. I'm green with envy lo. I also yearn to return to Malaysia, ages ago. Jin Quan will be going New York, too. Ninjado will be quieter, too. Also, Han Sheng will be going China for year 3's attachment. Now, I will alone as the acting President of the club. Oh man.
Darn it.
I wonder when will my carefree life commence? Eh.. When?
>.<"'
Eighth, I watched SuperBand, Singapore Idol and Central Affairs last night. I was busy switching channels. Now, I now who's Paul, Johnathan, Jay and Jasmine. They are the so-called 'popular' ones.. I see. Now, I know. I'm happy that 'Mi Lu Bi' won! Initially, I had actually hoped that 'Lucify' would win. But.. Alas, they didn't. It's alright. I just don't want 'Soul' to win. They are lousy, to me. Haha. I began to feel Season's harshness in the Central Affairs. She seemed to chage overnight ever since she broke her mentor and Charles up, 'indirectly'. She wasn't the old, innocent - herself, again. I understood why. How Jonny stood her up and played her like a fool is more than enough. Furthermore, she used to be pregnant with his child, before.
Oh man..
Ninth, I hope that my handphone bills will not shot up just those previous months. If not, I will really die. I hope pimples will just stop dwelling onto my face. I hope the pores will slim and disappear, themselves. I hope my hair will smell nice and I will grow too fat. I weighed myself just now too. I'm on the border line le. Wa.. I'm must grow thinner and slimmier, someday, somehow. When I got time then see how la. I think I have shrunk again. Wa piang..
-.-lll
Last but not least, I'm going to bath after this. Then, I will makan dinner and start. If not, I will never reach GPA 3.5. I must score no matter what. I can't let that YKK girl look down on me. I know she finds me a pain in the ass. Even though I'm not as pretty as her, my eys are smaller than her, she's taller than me, her eyelids are longer and thicker than me, but so? I don''t give 100% darn. She only affects 40% of my mood. I promise I will strive hard and hit her hard with my grades. I like myself. She says I look ugly, but so? I think I'm cuter and have better figure than her. My prospects are better. She can grope her ears and buzz off, already.
I will not regret my words.
I'm marking them, now.
My ERS events must be a success. First, the camp! I appreciate whoever who wants to come and help me out. Thank you very much. Everybody is so nice. It boils down to whoever you meet. :))
TATA. ^_^
First, I felt funny yesterday. I had a guy friend. He told me not to fall for him. 'Cos we are merely strangers. Well said. I had that exactly in mind, too. We had barely know each another. I felt weird. Honestly, I think he darn shameless. My deepest apologies if you happen to read this, ya? What I mean is.. What makes you think that I like you?
Fat hope.
FAT HOPES. LOL.
Second, I feel that I'm such a maid. I managed to pack finished my whole clubhouse, with an exceptional of a little help from a friend. She helped me to sweep the floor. I handled all the rest of the hard chores. Last night, I finally sort out the stacks of notes I took from the clubhouse. I can't imagine I really did those.
In fact, I did. No wonder I'm so tired, now.
Third, guess what? Know what I have been doing since this morning? Eh I was.. Typing proposals? I was busy mailing all the ERS members for the upcoming meetings. I was simply doing this and that. Maybe I'm wasting my precious time. Maybe I'm not. Who knows?
If I think I'm, then I'm. If not, then I'm not. I'm tired of hearing my parents nagging all the time, too. I think whatever they do or say are all for my own good, but.. I just can't help it by saying KNN deep inside. I'm sorry but.. Oh well.
Fourth, I'm facing poverty right now. I'm getting poorer and poorer each day. For what I do not know. I'm totally pissed and shut off in school. I really hate hearing Sandy's voice. Once again, for what I do not know. I just know I have to face people that I don't even want. I understand life is unfair and like that. I'm grumbling now but I ain't angry. I'm just tired..
That's all.
Fifth, I keep having nightmares these days. Somehow, I became numb by it. Anyway, Gerry.. Thanks a lot. It's nice of you to even sms me a word of concern. I'm ok. Ya?
Now, weariness is enough to kill me, though. I don't even care to afford to do anything, now. I saw people whom I knew last time. Yet, I simply turned my back away and walked off. Am I right? I just feel awkward seeing them. I pretended to not answer my phone calls deliberately when some of my friends called me on my mobile. I just hate it - myself.
Phew..
Sixth, I'm bombared with crazes and desires. I want to lie back and relax. I want to show the world that I can leave my heavy shell behind, too. I can kill people easily. But.. I'm also a guai guai kid. I can be nice, sweet and polite, too. I'm just so mixed..
Seventh, Wei Xin called me yesterday's evening to chill outside. He said he was going over to Sabah after the examinations. He was going to chiong at his friend's house. So good.. I'm green with envy lo. I also yearn to return to Malaysia, ages ago. Jin Quan will be going New York, too. Ninjado will be quieter, too. Also, Han Sheng will be going China for year 3's attachment. Now, I will alone as the acting President of the club. Oh man.
Darn it.
I wonder when will my carefree life commence? Eh.. When?
>.<"'
Eighth, I watched SuperBand, Singapore Idol and Central Affairs last night. I was busy switching channels. Now, I now who's Paul, Johnathan, Jay and Jasmine. They are the so-called 'popular' ones.. I see. Now, I know. I'm happy that 'Mi Lu Bi' won! Initially, I had actually hoped that 'Lucify' would win. But.. Alas, they didn't. It's alright. I just don't want 'Soul' to win. They are lousy, to me. Haha. I began to feel Season's harshness in the Central Affairs. She seemed to chage overnight ever since she broke her mentor and Charles up, 'indirectly'. She wasn't the old, innocent - herself, again. I understood why. How Jonny stood her up and played her like a fool is more than enough. Furthermore, she used to be pregnant with his child, before.
Oh man..
Ninth, I hope that my handphone bills will not shot up just those previous months. If not, I will really die. I hope pimples will just stop dwelling onto my face. I hope the pores will slim and disappear, themselves. I hope my hair will smell nice and I will grow too fat. I weighed myself just now too. I'm on the border line le. Wa.. I'm must grow thinner and slimmier, someday, somehow. When I got time then see how la. I think I have shrunk again. Wa piang..
-.-lll
Last but not least, I'm going to bath after this. Then, I will makan dinner and start. If not, I will never reach GPA 3.5. I must score no matter what. I can't let that YKK girl look down on me. I know she finds me a pain in the ass. Even though I'm not as pretty as her, my eys are smaller than her, she's taller than me, her eyelids are longer and thicker than me, but so? I don''t give 100% darn. She only affects 40% of my mood. I promise I will strive hard and hit her hard with my grades. I like myself. She says I look ugly, but so? I think I'm cuter and have better figure than her. My prospects are better. She can grope her ears and buzz off, already.
I will not regret my words.
I'm marking them, now.
My ERS events must be a success. First, the camp! I appreciate whoever who wants to come and help me out. Thank you very much. Everybody is so nice. It boils down to whoever you meet. :))
TATA. ^_^
hey! 40% of your mood? that's alot for the "smallminded" you?! hehe, maybe today but tomorrow she'll not even have 1% of your concentration; set for so much better goals. cheerios!