Suddenly, I have regained all my confidence overnight. I seem to get and know what I need and have to do. All the things are very visible now. Most importantly..
"I want to thank my parents so, so, so much."
If not for them, there will not be a 'me' today. They mould me and teach me experiences in life. Indeed, I'm extremely grateful to my papa and mama.
Everyday, they will nag at me without fail. I cannot go home after 10pm. If not, they will be real angry. It's like.. There are many things I cannot do. 'Cos my parents don't allow and as such. I understand that often, my friends around will ask why am I so scared and paranoid about my parents' feelings?
Nah..
To me, it is my duty to call back home every now and then. I have to ensure that at least my parents know where I am, especially my mama. Since young, I have not been in good health. I do blame them for coping me all days at home in the past. Now, I get it. So.. It doesn't really matter if I don't go out or what. I'm quite weak and can be easily bullied by others. My parents are simply just protecting me in their own ways. I know what I'm doing. And.. I saw their pains in raising me and my brothers. I must not grumble anymore.
This 'Green Fusion Camp 2006' has brought me lots of troubles. My ears have also memorised many tales of words from my parents. I appreciate all their efforts. I mean.. I don't like them to nag at me whole day. But, at least they bother to take me out into the reality. They make me realised that not every meal is free in this world. One's potential has yet to be unleashed.
I know it.
I just do.
Thank you so much, once again.
"I want to thank my parents so, so, so much."
If not for them, there will not be a 'me' today. They mould me and teach me experiences in life. Indeed, I'm extremely grateful to my papa and mama.
Everyday, they will nag at me without fail. I cannot go home after 10pm. If not, they will be real angry. It's like.. There are many things I cannot do. 'Cos my parents don't allow and as such. I understand that often, my friends around will ask why am I so scared and paranoid about my parents' feelings?
Nah..
To me, it is my duty to call back home every now and then. I have to ensure that at least my parents know where I am, especially my mama. Since young, I have not been in good health. I do blame them for coping me all days at home in the past. Now, I get it. So.. It doesn't really matter if I don't go out or what. I'm quite weak and can be easily bullied by others. My parents are simply just protecting me in their own ways. I know what I'm doing. And.. I saw their pains in raising me and my brothers. I must not grumble anymore.
This 'Green Fusion Camp 2006' has brought me lots of troubles. My ears have also memorised many tales of words from my parents. I appreciate all their efforts. I mean.. I don't like them to nag at me whole day. But, at least they bother to take me out into the reality. They make me realised that not every meal is free in this world. One's potential has yet to be unleashed.
I know it.
I just do.
Thank you so much, once again.
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