I told myself this. I reminded myself all along. I totally forgot that I have a soft heart. I tend to feel sorry for them. I can't help fending for others. I realised that I ain't possible to be somebody who is impossible.
Somehow, this is a joke.
I feel like laughing. I feel like yelling. I feel like kicking. I feel like vomiting. I feel like drinking blood. I feel like licking dirt. I feel like doing all sorts of things. And.. i feel that I'm just a weirdo. I'm eccentric like before. I'm a bomper.
Droughts depicts the poverty. But.. what about me? I feel like a lump of shit. I am moulded into a pile of treasures, being rewarded to my parents. LOL. And.. i felt that they deserved more, instead of this. Last night, I watched a Buddhism teachings VCD. I found that something is really wrong with humans.
Life can be simple if we think it's simple. Our thinkings play a crucial role in our daily lives. Many times, we decide our own fates and paths. We are individuals. And.. of course, we are unique. Woohoo! (( :
For the first time in my 18 years of life, I left the Senoko Incineration Plant Visit deeply inside my heart. It was smelly. But.. i learnt loads. In conclusion, the trip was a fruitful and unforgettable one. I will never step into any of such places, though. It's not my type. (( :
Suddenly, people around me are all getting happier and happier each day. My life is as usual; neither boring nor interesting. At least, I have a goal now. My visions for the future are also clearer. Thus, I'm luckier..
Mama has been sick for days. Yet, she is still slogging hard. I felt guilty and hope she will recover immediately. Papa has been stressed ever since he worked with Kiwi's papa. How I wonder these conflicts arise? I'm still keeping my fingers closed everyday. I want him to be happy and hope nobody will cheat him, again. Eddy just got back all of his common test results. He flunged to my expectations. He only produced a pass in English. And.. i'm like, 'what'? He even failed Chinese. Hmm.. how can I save him? I just pray that he will stop thinking of mapling each day. I want him to do well in studies and hope this isn't too much to ask for. Guo has been working and rushing to chalets here and there. At home, he will be facing the laptop, like usual. I seriously hope he has goals and can think maturedly. Twenties for a polytechnic student is really not recommended. Furthermore, he has yet gone through NS. And.. me, myself has started working. Slowly, I'm not so active and concerned about ERS. I just wanna earn more money when I can. I wanna save up.. Woohoo!
Many things await me when this upcoming semester commences. Results will be out on friday. Oh man. Groan*
Schedule will be heavily packed. I need to chill and chill and chill. If not, I will die and die and die. And.. i must be happy and happy and happy. I have thought of the things I need to do and buy. I must differentiate between reality and material world. Times have changed. (( :
Let's just hope for the better!
Somehow, this is a joke.
I feel like laughing. I feel like yelling. I feel like kicking. I feel like vomiting. I feel like drinking blood. I feel like licking dirt. I feel like doing all sorts of things. And.. i feel that I'm just a weirdo. I'm eccentric like before. I'm a bomper.
Droughts depicts the poverty. But.. what about me? I feel like a lump of shit. I am moulded into a pile of treasures, being rewarded to my parents. LOL. And.. i felt that they deserved more, instead of this. Last night, I watched a Buddhism teachings VCD. I found that something is really wrong with humans.
Life can be simple if we think it's simple. Our thinkings play a crucial role in our daily lives. Many times, we decide our own fates and paths. We are individuals. And.. of course, we are unique. Woohoo! (( :
For the first time in my 18 years of life, I left the Senoko Incineration Plant Visit deeply inside my heart. It was smelly. But.. i learnt loads. In conclusion, the trip was a fruitful and unforgettable one. I will never step into any of such places, though. It's not my type. (( :
Suddenly, people around me are all getting happier and happier each day. My life is as usual; neither boring nor interesting. At least, I have a goal now. My visions for the future are also clearer. Thus, I'm luckier..
Mama has been sick for days. Yet, she is still slogging hard. I felt guilty and hope she will recover immediately. Papa has been stressed ever since he worked with Kiwi's papa. How I wonder these conflicts arise? I'm still keeping my fingers closed everyday. I want him to be happy and hope nobody will cheat him, again. Eddy just got back all of his common test results. He flunged to my expectations. He only produced a pass in English. And.. i'm like, 'what'? He even failed Chinese. Hmm.. how can I save him? I just pray that he will stop thinking of mapling each day. I want him to do well in studies and hope this isn't too much to ask for. Guo has been working and rushing to chalets here and there. At home, he will be facing the laptop, like usual. I seriously hope he has goals and can think maturedly. Twenties for a polytechnic student is really not recommended. Furthermore, he has yet gone through NS. And.. me, myself has started working. Slowly, I'm not so active and concerned about ERS. I just wanna earn more money when I can. I wanna save up.. Woohoo!
Many things await me when this upcoming semester commences. Results will be out on friday. Oh man. Groan*
Schedule will be heavily packed. I need to chill and chill and chill. If not, I will die and die and die. And.. i must be happy and happy and happy. I have thought of the things I need to do and buy. I must differentiate between reality and material world. Times have changed. (( :
Let's just hope for the better!
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