I guess I have missed out much. This vacation is finishing in the blink of an eye. Many things changed within this short semester. Hmm.. i mean, this year. Suddenly, I felt scared. Indeed, time does not wait. If you have lost that rare opportunity, it will just be a plainly 'too bad'. It's unfair, though.
But.. life is like that.
Now, tell me. Who doesn't yearn for a perfect life? Who doesn't want to be loved and cared for every minute and second?
The answer is.. either a yes or no. Choose it, my friend.
Whatever it is, I decided not to give any damn, anymore. If not, I might not be able to sleep that soundly. I shall mind only my own business. It's alright to be selfish, sometimes. I agree so. I don't feel tired working everyday. Somehow, I'm numb all over. I have lost my every single little bit of grumbliness. I have reacted mildly. Or rather, times have changed. I'm different.
Events are still lining all the way till school reopens. I hope I will be able to cope. Time seems rushing in an evil way. Oh man.. i can't afford to be late in any sense. Please allow those paces to quicken up. Oh my lord.
It’s been ages since I played sports, too. My bones are really hard and ‘incorrigible’. It’s time to exercise out all my fats and unhealthy glands. If not, I will really fall ill soon. Trainings will commence from tonight, onwards. I will cut down on junk food. I will eat more vegetables and fruits. Drinking planty of water is also important for us. It’s time ti mark these reminders deep inside. I saw how a colleague was admitted to hospital cos of low blood pressure. And.. that injection was a fobia for me. Running or working in a Food And Business industry isn’t easy at all. I will think twice next time. My interest is still there. Hmm..
I think I must be mad. But frankly speaking, I enjoyed working. The more the crowds, the merrier. Cos I love to key in money. I like the smell of coins and notes. It makes me feel ‘fresh’. I’m kinda silly to say these. But.. for what, I do not know. I just like working. It’s better than staying at home and fretting over CCA stuffs or other nonsensical issues. I know I’m right. The people there are nice. The kitchen chefs and other full-timers are rather friendly and helpful. I mean.. people are not always like this all year round. But over all, I feel that at least the people working there still treat me like a human. Not like a thrash or dog. In the past, I do feel people there are mean and disgusting. Let time proves..
I didn’t attend class’ chalet. In fact, I have never been to one, anymore. I’m rather not close to this LM class, I should say. Honestly, every classmate treat me ‘not bad’. It was great to have them as friends too. It was unfair of me to criticize them in the past. I was quite unfeeling. Even so, I still prefer to be a loner. I understand how Nurul wanted me to join and mingle with the rest. She meant no harm, though. I still thank you her for that. She’s a real nice girl. I was wrong about her. Whatever, we are still as fine as before. I’m indeed fortunate. (( :
I’m gonna to go for the Ninjado chalet. Like before, it will be Pulau Ubin. That ‘eerie’ place.. hehs! I still remember how that Jin Quan and Derrick Wan tricked me and Clare into thinking that they were all lost. Oh well.. stupid jokers! Lame. I look forward to this. Have fun guys! Woohoo! (( :
Anyway.. i’m also used to people calling me auntie, now. I know I looked old and haggard. But, it’s ok. I will dress up next time. I will be a prettier human in 3 years’ time. Now, I still like my present looks. Hehs! I look normal and is perfectly alright. So.. no worries! Woohoo! (( :
Yesterday, I passed Clarence his birthday present. Initially, I feel awkward talking to him. Later, the atmosphere managed to soothe down and we ate and talked at the same time. So funny! He looked different, also. Perhaps more studious, I should say. A pair of spectacles does make a big difference. Bingo! I’m still left with people whose birthdays are coming, including my lao di and lao guo. (( :
I wrote to Alvin, too. It feels good to have a local pen-pal. Sounds silly, right? But.. it’s so cool can. Hehs! At least, we can still keep in contact. That’s wonderful. Lol. (( :
The East Coast Park beach clean-up is next Wednesday. Wa.. it’s really fast. I’m glad I have the numbers. If not, it’s like so embarrassing if I messed up this event. Oh man. Groan. ERS is so tiring. Oh gosh! Groan*
I’m meeting up all my friends, now. I really really miss everybody. Oh my lord. Haha! I miss my grandparents too! And.. those Muar friends. Oh man. Please bless everybody around. Till then, let me manage my time properly. Wish me luck! Wonder how attachment will be like? Blink*
Phew..
But.. life is like that.
Now, tell me. Who doesn't yearn for a perfect life? Who doesn't want to be loved and cared for every minute and second?
The answer is.. either a yes or no. Choose it, my friend.
Whatever it is, I decided not to give any damn, anymore. If not, I might not be able to sleep that soundly. I shall mind only my own business. It's alright to be selfish, sometimes. I agree so. I don't feel tired working everyday. Somehow, I'm numb all over. I have lost my every single little bit of grumbliness. I have reacted mildly. Or rather, times have changed. I'm different.
Events are still lining all the way till school reopens. I hope I will be able to cope. Time seems rushing in an evil way. Oh man.. i can't afford to be late in any sense. Please allow those paces to quicken up. Oh my lord.
It’s been ages since I played sports, too. My bones are really hard and ‘incorrigible’. It’s time to exercise out all my fats and unhealthy glands. If not, I will really fall ill soon. Trainings will commence from tonight, onwards. I will cut down on junk food. I will eat more vegetables and fruits. Drinking planty of water is also important for us. It’s time ti mark these reminders deep inside. I saw how a colleague was admitted to hospital cos of low blood pressure. And.. that injection was a fobia for me. Running or working in a Food And Business industry isn’t easy at all. I will think twice next time. My interest is still there. Hmm..
I think I must be mad. But frankly speaking, I enjoyed working. The more the crowds, the merrier. Cos I love to key in money. I like the smell of coins and notes. It makes me feel ‘fresh’. I’m kinda silly to say these. But.. for what, I do not know. I just like working. It’s better than staying at home and fretting over CCA stuffs or other nonsensical issues. I know I’m right. The people there are nice. The kitchen chefs and other full-timers are rather friendly and helpful. I mean.. people are not always like this all year round. But over all, I feel that at least the people working there still treat me like a human. Not like a thrash or dog. In the past, I do feel people there are mean and disgusting. Let time proves..
I didn’t attend class’ chalet. In fact, I have never been to one, anymore. I’m rather not close to this LM class, I should say. Honestly, every classmate treat me ‘not bad’. It was great to have them as friends too. It was unfair of me to criticize them in the past. I was quite unfeeling. Even so, I still prefer to be a loner. I understand how Nurul wanted me to join and mingle with the rest. She meant no harm, though. I still thank you her for that. She’s a real nice girl. I was wrong about her. Whatever, we are still as fine as before. I’m indeed fortunate. (( :
I’m gonna to go for the Ninjado chalet. Like before, it will be Pulau Ubin. That ‘eerie’ place.. hehs! I still remember how that Jin Quan and Derrick Wan tricked me and Clare into thinking that they were all lost. Oh well.. stupid jokers! Lame. I look forward to this. Have fun guys! Woohoo! (( :
Anyway.. i’m also used to people calling me auntie, now. I know I looked old and haggard. But, it’s ok. I will dress up next time. I will be a prettier human in 3 years’ time. Now, I still like my present looks. Hehs! I look normal and is perfectly alright. So.. no worries! Woohoo! (( :
Yesterday, I passed Clarence his birthday present. Initially, I feel awkward talking to him. Later, the atmosphere managed to soothe down and we ate and talked at the same time. So funny! He looked different, also. Perhaps more studious, I should say. A pair of spectacles does make a big difference. Bingo! I’m still left with people whose birthdays are coming, including my lao di and lao guo. (( :
I wrote to Alvin, too. It feels good to have a local pen-pal. Sounds silly, right? But.. it’s so cool can. Hehs! At least, we can still keep in contact. That’s wonderful. Lol. (( :
The East Coast Park beach clean-up is next Wednesday. Wa.. it’s really fast. I’m glad I have the numbers. If not, it’s like so embarrassing if I messed up this event. Oh man. Groan. ERS is so tiring. Oh gosh! Groan*
I’m meeting up all my friends, now. I really really miss everybody. Oh my lord. Haha! I miss my grandparents too! And.. those Muar friends. Oh man. Please bless everybody around. Till then, let me manage my time properly. Wish me luck! Wonder how attachment will be like? Blink*
Phew..
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