'Florence Lee Suey Khee'.
The first impression you gives me wasn't a good one. But.. i was right and wrong. Throughout those 2 years in the lower secondary stream, you have proven me, likewise and otherwise. And.. that's when I started to realise what kind of person you are. You are indifferent. You do not copy blindly. You want to do things in your own stride. You have style. You have personality. Of course, you have unique temper. The era you produced made people be aware of you. The rate of rejections are high. You chose to saty away from people.
However so, I saw your true inner self. I admit I was quite scared of you initially. You are the typical bad-girl. You also have the so-called bad influence and teachers have warned us to steer clear of you. But.. how could they do these? I mean.. you have weird behaviours, at times. But, you never mean any harm. You are kind by nature and know what you need and have to do.
That's what I like about you. That's why we are friends, aren't we?
All along, I have been learning from you. You are always levels higher than me. You have this sense of mystere nobody can neither touch nor understand. I don't know what I am to you. But.. to me, you're super! You have been the most finest friend I have ever had.
Florence Lee Suey Khee is a friend whom I always cherish.
Ever since the departure of O levels, we have been going in differerent directions. You - in the working line. Me - hovering between cca, school and work. We have various roles and jobs to play. We have got to finish what we have to do. Yet, I'm glad that at least we are still bothered and managed to find time to meet up and have real cool talk. I always miss you. Really. Sometimes, when I feel like crying you will be the first I thought of. I wanted very much to tell you my everything in life. I want to let you know about life, parents, brothers, friends, work, cca, school, studies. love, relationships and as such.
Yet.. sometimes we can also be so distant. I mean I know you are like this. Cos.. i've always been repeating myself and I do, get on your nerves at times. Often, I confessed to you about how I felt about the friendships and other parties. Honestly, I'm jealous of Hariz and gang. When they came in when we were in Secondary 3, I knew they were trying to steal you away from me. Next, came along Bo Chen and Zhen Lin that gang. They are yet, another rivals.
Haha.. i know i sound childish here. But, i'm both petty and jealous. After all, I knew you first. Why are they all flocking to you? Initially, that's what I thought, la. Up till today, I still tend to feel like that soemtimes. I know it's kind of absurd for me to say so. But.. i know you get it and understand what I really mean. One person can have various clicks. You have your own and I have mine. It's like I cannot ask you to like my Ninjado clicks. And.. you can't ask me to be very close to your own clicks.
Right?
Sometimes, I'm very blur. But eventually, I will get it. I need time to slowly generate all my thinkings. Unlike me, you are more stable. Your writings have always been great and special. I don't know if you have noticed it or not. But.. if you were to write a book of what, I will buy. Cos your writing style suits my taste. Seriously, no jokes here. Flora lady, buck up please! Have more faith. You can do it man! (( :
Being called an auntie is a norm. I have been called countless times by either customers or my friends. Groan* That's really an insult, excluding the joking times. Just yesterday, a lady in her early twenties called me auntie when she queued up to buy her food! Oh my lord. I hated her for that. She sucks. LOL. Who call I looked like a typical auntie with stupid looks? Anyway, I'm working in such a 'traditional' place like Food Republic. It's ok girl. No worries! I'm always with you. Flora lady and grumblymon are never apart. Yeah? (( :
Actually, I don't know how you really feel, right now? Cos.. i'm not you. And, I'm not in your shoes. But given me, I would rather go school to study than work. Having education with knowledge is better than hardships with money. In Singapore, it's important to have certificates and money. Since the past, it has always been like this. I know you want to study, too. But.. you need to save up first, right? No matter what happens, I will be there with you. Please share with me whenever you are down. My handphone is always here for you. Even now, I miss you greatly. I hope you are happy in life and at work.
Next, I guess this is rather personal. Till now, I still feel a little guilty. I know of your kind intentions to match me and Clarence up. If he wasn't your cousin, I will never feel so pie sae. I feel I have let you down. But.. i guess we are better being friends. I do not feel like him. He has better tastes and choices. I wished him all the best. This is just a relationship problem. Sometimes, I guess it's just not so convenient to talk about BGR stuffs. Yeah? You might also feel awkaward talking to me about your encounters, and as such. So.. just talk if you feel like. If not, keep to yourself. (( :
But you and me, we are still the best buddies ever. Yeah? With Mui sama and Jojo! (( :
I hope that everybody will know what they need to know, in future. Our dreams and ambitions.. that's our greatest desires. Cheers, my flora lady! Have more confidence. I will love you ever more! Great hugs. I'm working harder now. Muacks! (( :
In conclusion:
Florence Lee Suey Khee is still a friend whom I always cherish.
The first impression you gives me wasn't a good one. But.. i was right and wrong. Throughout those 2 years in the lower secondary stream, you have proven me, likewise and otherwise. And.. that's when I started to realise what kind of person you are. You are indifferent. You do not copy blindly. You want to do things in your own stride. You have style. You have personality. Of course, you have unique temper. The era you produced made people be aware of you. The rate of rejections are high. You chose to saty away from people.
However so, I saw your true inner self. I admit I was quite scared of you initially. You are the typical bad-girl. You also have the so-called bad influence and teachers have warned us to steer clear of you. But.. how could they do these? I mean.. you have weird behaviours, at times. But, you never mean any harm. You are kind by nature and know what you need and have to do.
That's what I like about you. That's why we are friends, aren't we?
All along, I have been learning from you. You are always levels higher than me. You have this sense of mystere nobody can neither touch nor understand. I don't know what I am to you. But.. to me, you're super! You have been the most finest friend I have ever had.
Florence Lee Suey Khee is a friend whom I always cherish.
Ever since the departure of O levels, we have been going in differerent directions. You - in the working line. Me - hovering between cca, school and work. We have various roles and jobs to play. We have got to finish what we have to do. Yet, I'm glad that at least we are still bothered and managed to find time to meet up and have real cool talk. I always miss you. Really. Sometimes, when I feel like crying you will be the first I thought of. I wanted very much to tell you my everything in life. I want to let you know about life, parents, brothers, friends, work, cca, school, studies. love, relationships and as such.
Yet.. sometimes we can also be so distant. I mean I know you are like this. Cos.. i've always been repeating myself and I do, get on your nerves at times. Often, I confessed to you about how I felt about the friendships and other parties. Honestly, I'm jealous of Hariz and gang. When they came in when we were in Secondary 3, I knew they were trying to steal you away from me. Next, came along Bo Chen and Zhen Lin that gang. They are yet, another rivals.
Haha.. i know i sound childish here. But, i'm both petty and jealous. After all, I knew you first. Why are they all flocking to you? Initially, that's what I thought, la. Up till today, I still tend to feel like that soemtimes. I know it's kind of absurd for me to say so. But.. i know you get it and understand what I really mean. One person can have various clicks. You have your own and I have mine. It's like I cannot ask you to like my Ninjado clicks. And.. you can't ask me to be very close to your own clicks.
Right?
Sometimes, I'm very blur. But eventually, I will get it. I need time to slowly generate all my thinkings. Unlike me, you are more stable. Your writings have always been great and special. I don't know if you have noticed it or not. But.. if you were to write a book of what, I will buy. Cos your writing style suits my taste. Seriously, no jokes here. Flora lady, buck up please! Have more faith. You can do it man! (( :
Being called an auntie is a norm. I have been called countless times by either customers or my friends. Groan* That's really an insult, excluding the joking times. Just yesterday, a lady in her early twenties called me auntie when she queued up to buy her food! Oh my lord. I hated her for that. She sucks. LOL. Who call I looked like a typical auntie with stupid looks? Anyway, I'm working in such a 'traditional' place like Food Republic. It's ok girl. No worries! I'm always with you. Flora lady and grumblymon are never apart. Yeah? (( :
Actually, I don't know how you really feel, right now? Cos.. i'm not you. And, I'm not in your shoes. But given me, I would rather go school to study than work. Having education with knowledge is better than hardships with money. In Singapore, it's important to have certificates and money. Since the past, it has always been like this. I know you want to study, too. But.. you need to save up first, right? No matter what happens, I will be there with you. Please share with me whenever you are down. My handphone is always here for you. Even now, I miss you greatly. I hope you are happy in life and at work.
Next, I guess this is rather personal. Till now, I still feel a little guilty. I know of your kind intentions to match me and Clarence up. If he wasn't your cousin, I will never feel so pie sae. I feel I have let you down. But.. i guess we are better being friends. I do not feel like him. He has better tastes and choices. I wished him all the best. This is just a relationship problem. Sometimes, I guess it's just not so convenient to talk about BGR stuffs. Yeah? You might also feel awkaward talking to me about your encounters, and as such. So.. just talk if you feel like. If not, keep to yourself. (( :
But you and me, we are still the best buddies ever. Yeah? With Mui sama and Jojo! (( :
I hope that everybody will know what they need to know, in future. Our dreams and ambitions.. that's our greatest desires. Cheers, my flora lady! Have more confidence. I will love you ever more! Great hugs. I'm working harder now. Muacks! (( :
In conclusion:
Florence Lee Suey Khee is still a friend whom I always cherish.
im dizzy swimming around in a sea of warm fuzzy lovelight emanated by you! thank you so much for your words of wisdom! i'll write to u soon!!! not very convy to write here!tata!