smallminded;

It has been a long, long story.

This world is really a small one, too. Sometimes, I realised that I just can't seem to figure some things out. I struggled. I cried. I vexed. Those dark periods are my so-called sufferings in life. These few days, I really thought quite a lot.

Many people passed by me in my life. Some good, some bad. There are several impressions being left behind. Somehow, it puzzled me. I even felt that I never ever want to know some people I had known before. Suddenly, the past and future seem so redundant. Nothing is worth. There's nothing much to see.

Emotions have been rushing inside and out of me.

I felt numb.

Also, I felt lost.

Í guess I'm just too tired. I knew some untold secrets. I discovered some hidden stuffs. But.. i will keep my mouth shut. It's high tide to do some housekeeping for affairs. Let's not mubble anything. ( :

Some changes have been made. My fringe is short and nerd, now. I look so foreigner. I have also befriended some friends whom I never thought I would. Suddenly, I seem closer to the unusual crowds. Conflicts don't involve me in a swirling way, anyway. I'm unwanted and not cut out for these. Deep down inside, I miss many people. There are just so so much I need to say to some people.

Even though I had just met up with Flora for dinner, I still miss her. It was nice talking to her. It was nice hearing her sing and playing guitar. It was just so nice to be with her. Everything feels so great.

I missed Mui sama and Jojo. It has been ages since I last saw them. I didn't manage to play badminton with Mui. Neither did I manage to go out with Jojo. I really missed those great times with them. I don't have clicks or gangs. But.. i have them, that's most important.

I missed Alvin, too. But.. not as much as the above mentioned. Lol. He still owed me a letter. Wahahaha!

I missed Linda and Fu Xian. Wa.. it's really webs and webs. Linda's birthday present is still with me; the one somebody accidentally put into my bag that one. I looked forward to more Wednesdays with her and Fu Xian brother. Woo.. hope we're playing tennis soon. We rocks! ( :

I will be meeting Dean, too. A nice friend. Talking about him, I thought of Tin Song. I really miss him a lot lot, too. So so duper long never see liao. My super wonderful senior. How's NS and that bald head of yours? ( :

Mr Tan Wei Wen. Wa.. if he had not talked to me last night during MSN, I would really have forgotten him. And.. the last thing he said before going off is, has Mark found a girlfriend? I said yes and he just kept lol all the way. My goody ah-beng friend. Meet up soon?

Ninjado rocks. Fat Han Lun. Wahahaha!
ERS rocks when there's external fun, too. Han Sheng and his china soveniours for Nurul and me. I'm waitign, down here in Singapore. ( :

I wonder how's Clarence, too. He said he's waiting for NS. Wa.. and he has been working ever since he started attachment. Very powerful seh. All the best friend!

I miss Ah Hua and Ah Long, too. Guo, me, di and them didn't hang out ever since they come Singapore. Oneday, somehow, we must really show the 2 of them around.

I'm really bothered about the rest. Cos.. i'm not close to them. Lol.

I'm happy to know Nadz and gang, no matter is from Hui Min that gang or MMA side. I'm lucky to meet Nurul ang Huda. Glad I'm happy and close to them. Yeah. I'm also happy to be friends with many EE people. Chin and Choo, GXO, etc. I'm also happy to know other poly friends like Oliver, Zheng Kai, Zhi Quan gong gong, etc. I'm also glad that I didn't lose contact with Alvo, Gerry, Ivan, etc. I'm really satisfied.

That's enough.

I'm grateful for what I have, now. Who knows what will happen tomorrow? Nobody.. all the best! Good luck. ( :