smallminded;

The most difficult thing is.. trying not to forget who you really want to be.


Let's talk about it

Love.

Hmm.. what's love? Such an untouchable topic.

I have been watching dramas, these days. Those melodies and tunes. They really sound so familiar. It has been 5 years for me, after all. Today, I'm walking up and saying things all by myself. Deep inside, I'm still afraid. I'm still the old scardy cat like before. But.. i'm not totally as weak.

I'm stronger.

I'm a happier human being.

Somehow, I think life is really still not fair, at all. Why do people like to beat around the bushes? Why are secrets so hard to keep? Why are friendships so vulnerable? Why can't 2 people truly in love be together? Why are there always disturbances here and there?

Why?

There are just too many WHYs inside me. I wanna ask all that I can. I wanna clear up all of my single doubts. I'm just so-called lost, in a way. Perhaps.

Some things are never meant to be known in life. Just a maybe, only.

I might say that I like you. But, you like her. And, she like another him. That another him likes me instead. It's like.. life is really, very dramatic. Feelings are subtle creatures. Emotions dumped us in a haste. Life is indeed..

Weird?

One-sided love is really suffering. It kills and demolishes one's pure heart, that easily. It's kinda funny, to me. Some love are meant to be conditional, whereas, some are not. I mean.. dramas must be interesting to catch the audiences' attentions. But..

Are our lives also the same?

Everybody play a different role in the real life world. We are various characters in various people's life. For me, I might be in yours, but you might not be in mine, at all. I might be in his, but his is in hers, etc. I'm saying life is all about complications. In that way, it can be 'qualified' to be interesting and termed as 'life'.

Sounds rather..

You will never know what will be falling in love with your smiles, at this moment? Who knows? Aha..

This entry is written very badly. However so, at least I know what I wanna say. That's all. Shall we give a miss for the secrets? Shh.. it's time for school.

Argh.. sucks. All the best! I hope school will be fun later. And, training will be great! Bye. ( :

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