I'm back to normal. Now.. i'm finally still alive and kicking -just like an ordinary human being. After all, time will brush through everything. When the limit's up, the cycle restarts all over and over again.
Oh well..
Mm, I'm just thinking of some trivial matters. Sometimes, people do get on your nerves, I guess. I'm not sure if I'm a straight-forward person or not. But.. i will still voice my opinions here, out. I will say some sensitive issues. But, it's just comments. I never mean to hit on anyone.
It gets pretty irritating when people keep asking how long the ERS meeting will be, etc. Thye ask this and that. They want to get more CCA points. They want to be in the main committee, with a position. But.. did they think in a way if they deserve all those merits? If you are not doing anything, then what for?
If you are the head of a club, you will feel my thoughts. Try being in the shoes of a person who needs to chair a meeting. What does he or she feel when everybody are like talking-among-themselves? What must he or she do to make them responsible and have good attitudes? It's tiring to email out to people and nobody acknowledges it. It's real sick till an extreme level. How I wish these people will learn in a tough manner.
Mm..
I'm the cause of bad rumors. I guess right from the start, I ought to follow the VP's leadership. And instead, I spoke ill about him. I was a faker, then. But, now I wana make the whole club alive again. Now, we're luckier in a sense. There are more ACTIVE members, compared to last time. We are safer. But, it's also a bit disappointing. I give people chance to lead. Yet, they still wana choose this and that. For example, I let you in charge of manpower. Yet, you told me you wana help put in the food team. It's like so-out-of-question.
It's perfectly alright for friends to stick in a click. After all, if one leave, then everybody else in the crowd will also follow suit. It's natural, I mean. But, let's be sensible a bit and THINK THINK THINK. You guys and girls can't be so selfish. You must also spare a thought for others. I'm seriouslt sick and tired and sad and whatever la. Life is dumb. having these people around in these behaviours make me feel sillier.
Anyway, all the above are just merely - random thoughs. I'm venting out all. No hard feelings. No ill intentions. Please don't get the wrong ideas.
Yesterday, Yana told me D say that my enviro-day booths are stuipd. In a way, 2 more other pointed out that ERS is a stupid club. Haha. Honestly, I don't feel anything. Maybe cos they don't mean anything to me. That's why I feel nothing. That's their mouths. I can't control their thoughts, too. Oh well.. it's bad for passer-bys to criticise us saying WHAT KINDA club is ERS? Some were like DIAO, NP also got such environmental groups de ar? Others were either sniggering or laughing out loud when they strolled past.
ONE word - childish. LOL.
Some actions are meant to be kept away. Some words are meant to be kept silence, too. Oh well.. it's ok. What for if I hit all these back onto me? I'll only make myself more kuku and cocked up inside out. Hehs. Thus, I'm not bothered. I'm just staying put and continue what I wana do, still. DUMB DUMB.
I look forward to more beautiful, awesome workign chances with the upcoming main committee. Even if I'm done with ERS, at least I will still continue with my environmental external awareness. I will still be a Green Volunteer, always.
I know what I'm doing. I have said what I wanted. Now.. I really feel much, much better. It's great to have people listen to what you said. At least, they know you see. These days, I;m serving a term with people whom I never know I will be close to. A very grateful bow from me to them. A levels is over. Uni exams also over. But, poly common tests are coming soon.
That's a sad fact.
I wana go
- kiteflying
- sakae sushi
- swimming
- wake boarding
- diving
- hikinh & cycling & jogging
- seoul garden
- kfc
- meet my a levels friends
- go movies
- travel around the world
- GRADUATE wiyth fltying colours
( : ( : ( :
Oh well..
Mm, I'm just thinking of some trivial matters. Sometimes, people do get on your nerves, I guess. I'm not sure if I'm a straight-forward person or not. But.. i will still voice my opinions here, out. I will say some sensitive issues. But, it's just comments. I never mean to hit on anyone.
It gets pretty irritating when people keep asking how long the ERS meeting will be, etc. Thye ask this and that. They want to get more CCA points. They want to be in the main committee, with a position. But.. did they think in a way if they deserve all those merits? If you are not doing anything, then what for?
If you are the head of a club, you will feel my thoughts. Try being in the shoes of a person who needs to chair a meeting. What does he or she feel when everybody are like talking-among-themselves? What must he or she do to make them responsible and have good attitudes? It's tiring to email out to people and nobody acknowledges it. It's real sick till an extreme level. How I wish these people will learn in a tough manner.
Mm..
I'm the cause of bad rumors. I guess right from the start, I ought to follow the VP's leadership. And instead, I spoke ill about him. I was a faker, then. But, now I wana make the whole club alive again. Now, we're luckier in a sense. There are more ACTIVE members, compared to last time. We are safer. But, it's also a bit disappointing. I give people chance to lead. Yet, they still wana choose this and that. For example, I let you in charge of manpower. Yet, you told me you wana help put in the food team. It's like so-out-of-question.
It's perfectly alright for friends to stick in a click. After all, if one leave, then everybody else in the crowd will also follow suit. It's natural, I mean. But, let's be sensible a bit and THINK THINK THINK. You guys and girls can't be so selfish. You must also spare a thought for others. I'm seriouslt sick and tired and sad and whatever la. Life is dumb. having these people around in these behaviours make me feel sillier.
Anyway, all the above are just merely - random thoughs. I'm venting out all. No hard feelings. No ill intentions. Please don't get the wrong ideas.
Yesterday, Yana told me D say that my enviro-day booths are stuipd. In a way, 2 more other pointed out that ERS is a stupid club. Haha. Honestly, I don't feel anything. Maybe cos they don't mean anything to me. That's why I feel nothing. That's their mouths. I can't control their thoughts, too. Oh well.. it's bad for passer-bys to criticise us saying WHAT KINDA club is ERS? Some were like DIAO, NP also got such environmental groups de ar? Others were either sniggering or laughing out loud when they strolled past.
ONE word - childish. LOL.
Some actions are meant to be kept away. Some words are meant to be kept silence, too. Oh well.. it's ok. What for if I hit all these back onto me? I'll only make myself more kuku and cocked up inside out. Hehs. Thus, I'm not bothered. I'm just staying put and continue what I wana do, still. DUMB DUMB.
I look forward to more beautiful, awesome workign chances with the upcoming main committee. Even if I'm done with ERS, at least I will still continue with my environmental external awareness. I will still be a Green Volunteer, always.
I know what I'm doing. I have said what I wanted. Now.. I really feel much, much better. It's great to have people listen to what you said. At least, they know you see. These days, I;m serving a term with people whom I never know I will be close to. A very grateful bow from me to them. A levels is over. Uni exams also over. But, poly common tests are coming soon.
That's a sad fact.
I wana go
- kiteflying
- sakae sushi
- swimming
- wake boarding
- diving
- hikinh & cycling & jogging
- seoul garden
- kfc
- meet my a levels friends
- go movies
- travel around the world
- GRADUATE wiyth fltying colours
( : ( : ( :
i shall go kiteflying wit u one day. =p
ivan