smallminded;

The most difficult thing is.. trying not to forget who you really want to be.


What I feel

Oh well. I just scanned through the minutes of meeting on 4 December. Somehow, it gave me some ideas to say certain issues, too. Mm.. Mm.. Mm..

Comments are always acceptable. They can help oragnisers to improvise on their events. They are the ultimate keys to improvements. Hence, why not? ( :

But, on the other hand. comments also set me thinking. It's a norm to have people saying the whole run of camp, for example, was in a mess. Others include disorganised camp crew, without smooth flow of programme, wastages of time, lousy food, boring sessions, lame common games like wacko and rag and bone, etc.. It's perfectly alright.

BUT.. Would they have said that if they were the ones running the whole camp or event? How would they feel when only 34 people turned up if more than 50 plus people signed up, initially? Do they know that even if the camp was not a good one, there are also lots of administrative work to be done? Why are students just so cca-orientated? Actually, all I wanted to say is WHAT DO THEY ACTUALLY KNOW?

Haha. I'm not angry. I'm just having sore-ears with the comments that I hear, and, sore-eyes with the comments I see. Lol. To me, I don't give a damn. Cos.. As long as there are events running continuously throughout the semester, it will just be - ok. I just don't want to see pauses here and there. Even if the events are small-scaled, I don't mind. I'm not ambitious like those previous and current 'aspiring' bunch of CCA mates. I just want simple green events going on. Unlike others, I never yearn and desire to win and score for the Green Bayer award. Or any other Young Environmentalist-cum-Envoy. Nope..

I just want to experience the nature.

I prefer the quietness and limpness of the silence. However so, I guess maybe that's impossible right now, already. The objectives are long expired, ages back. Everything's not the same anymore. Oh well. Oh man. Oh whatever. Life is tiring if we have too many commitments. What we need is passion and love for the things that we like and want to do. That's more important. To me, I have yet found the right answer, now.

I'm trying hard, though.

In conclusion: Comments do matter. But, if you think and feel that they don't, then don't give a damn. Yea.. That's the way man. Woohoo!!! Life should be relaxing and happy. Don't bother too much for the everlasting routes. Know your stand, and, you shall be firm in life.

Cheers. ( : ( : ( :

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