smallminded;

I would be lying if I say I'm happy now.
I'm not, not at all.

I would be lying if I say I don't miss or think of him.
But, why?

I would be lying if I say I enjoy school.
I'm dragging my steps daily to the place of pretence.

I would be lying if I say I like all of my friends.
I really don't know who are the true ones.

I would be lying if I say I'm not lost.
In fact, I'm very.

I would be lying if I say I enjoy training.
Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm doing.

I would be lying if I say I can be alone.
I mean I can prefer to be alone, only.

I would be lying if everything is going on well.
It's really not.

I would be lying if I want to rope into the next main committee.
In fact, I wana quit and disappear now.

In my life right now, there are really really a lot of lies.
I'm packed with imaginary promises from all over.
I feel like an ugly girl.
I hate myself to be such a country pumpkin.

If I were to live life all over again, I wonder how will that be?

I hate LimXueYanJoyce.
She gave me a false reality. She made me hate the world.